The Distraught Mind

by DeadVectors

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1.
I tried to warn the world of what's to come And when it finally does, they will fall from above I know they're waiting They're watching me All this anticipation is agonizing I can feel them watching with their faceless glare Forcing my skin to crawl I'm frozen with fear I can feel it as the sunset falls and I look to the stars Hell is leaning over the edge Hiding in plain sight Slowly creeping this way to turn our flesh to decay The end of days No one believes me But soon they'll see what I meant by a global catastrophe They've been waiting for the perfect time to strike When we least expect it in the dead of the night There won't be hesitation There won't be second thought Listen closely They will kill all of us Poison will fill the air Chaos will take the Earth I'm just one man standing right in the way of a diabolical plan There's no stopping this fate Don't you understand? Inches away from the beginning of the end A new world war will be the cementing stone in our death sentence Each day that passes is a day that we are slipping closer to death The creations of man will doom humanity to it's death Global annihilation The end of days It's the beginning of the end Soon you'll all see You'll understand the end of days is coming Led by destruction of man The end of days Why won't you open your eyes? We're on the edge of the blade It's only a matter of time before nobody is safe It's the beginning of the end No one believed in me They never have I know Hell is coming and when it does, they will understand
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Without a will to live, I'm stranded all alone No one can help me now I'm on my own I can't wake up I can't wake up from this never-ending nightmare When will this torture end? Will I be sane again? There's no way out I'm trapped and sinking deeper I can't escape my mind filled with paralyzing thoughts These nights drag on and on All my phobias are breathing down my neck I can't fathom what I've become I'm so sick of feeling dead There's so much pressure building inside my chest Please, someone help me put my mind to rest Another day, another night, another battle where I'm losing the fight I can't wake up from this never-ending nightmare Not even if it depended on my life I need help, so I'm calling out But when I reach out for someone When I need it the most No one ever changes No one gives a fuck! I keep slipping deeper and deeper again towards my darkest fear No one can help me now I'm on my own All hope is lost The pressure keeps building My conscious wears thin I don't know how much I can take of this suffering I can't wake up from this never-ending nightmare This terror, it lives inside my head It lives inside my head These sick mind games are fucking with me I can't win this uphill battle with the weight of my agony I've had enough I can't go on Not like this Stricken with fear I'm paralyzed Can't move my muscles I can't close my eyes This fear will never end until my demise Ease my suffering Please make it stop I've lost my sanity I've had enough This terror, it lives It lives inside my head
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I see my shadow looks nothing like me More like the monster I've come to be Consumed by darkness, my veins fill with rage This constant urge to kill, I can't contain I'm out for blood I'm on the hunt for particular prey For all the people who just threw me away The countless stupid bitches and parade of dumb fucks don't know shit about survival till push comes to shove I've been stabbed in the back my entire life But now the tables have turned since I'm the one with the knife The tables have turned What is the purpose of this life if I've only known death? My life is nothing but pain I've reached my final breaking point Now my pity is lost to the flames I'm out for blood I've been stalking you through the trees I'm right behind you, but you'll never find me I bring you death I am the reaper I soak in the agony just to feel whole again But it isn't enough No, it's never enough I know what must be done I'm going to kill you all I'll slit your fucking throat I'll torch live bodies Anything to end your pulse I'll stop at nothing to fulfill this urge You beg for mercy Mother fucker I'm merciless As you bleed out in the dirt I see you starring up into the sky I stand above your body as the life is draining from your eyes All I see is red Get it through your head You're on your death bed God can't save you now With a target on your back and blood in my eyes You can run for your life but you'll only meet your demise All I see is red This worthless life, it needs to die It doesn't mean a thing It's just a fucking waste of time I see my shadow looks nothing like me More like the monster I've come to be Consumed by darkness, my veins fill with rage This constant urge to kill, I can't contain The problem isn't inside my head They're surrounding me I'm not ashamed of what I've done or who I am And if I could, I would kill them all again It's just a matter of time Life slips away so easily I wonder when I'll lose mine How does it feel to fade away, drowning in the abyss of death? Maybe I'm next in line I've never thought about my own death I need to know but I don’t know why
4.
These grim reminders won't stop haunting me They're trapped in my thoughts and it's terrifying With no escape to be found and no hope in sight My only way out is to take my own life Nowhere to run Nowhere to hide There's no escaping the inevitable demise What lies beneath your skin? The masses always turn their shoulders as they look away Wrapped in the ignorance of their blind faith This poor excuse for a thing we call life Rip out my eyes cause I'm sick of this fucking sight Pile the bodies and watch them rot away Staring into their lifeless eyes drenched in agony I have no sympathy How can you calmly sit there knowing that your gonna die? Not even thinking that your whole life might be led by lies? You think you have the answers but you don't ask the questions How can you be sure that there is a heaven? The masses follow blind icons but just get led astray in the night Death can take me Take me away I can't breathe as I fall to my knees These grim reminders got the best of me My eyes, they fade to black My thoughts begin to dim It's worth it in the end to stop this suffering I'm not alive I've never lived I've only ever existed in this shell of a life What have we here at the end of this rope? A man whose losing grip A man whose lost all hope This is the reason you can't seem to sleep straight through the night This is the reason all your nightmares always come to life The screech of terror, the agonizing screams Filling the air as the truth is finally seen The panic sets in as the clock runs out of time All of your prayers were just a waste of life Open your eyes and you'll finally see The purpose of life is to be buried six feet deep In this worthless race against time, we are all destined to die

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released July 26, 2019

Written, Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Aaron Chaparian at Iron Audio
Vocals written and performed by Kenny Stroh

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